Inner Motivation

It c0mes fr0m our self. You build belief in your mind and heart. No matter what will happen, it w0n't stop ur action.

My Heart Feeling

My hobby is writing.
Writing about anything.
As long as it is still a g0od thing .
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But now I am crying......

WHY?

to someone out there, I wish u kn0w that I hv always been dreamt to be a c0py writer. I still remember when I w0n s0me c0mpetitions ab0ut advertising writing which made me c0nfident "to write" s0mething.

Starting fr0m that, I wish I can be a copy writer.
At least as a freelance. At that time I never think that there will be paid review programme like this. This is what I hv been dreamt of.

Now ,when this chance came..

First, I hve J0ined some paid review programme. There is one approve my blog ,and It didn't take a long time for that.

But ,there is One *I keep the name secret* asked me to do s0mething which made myheart crying.

At the 1st time ,I am using tw0 languages ,b0th ind0nesian and English ,but they rejected me. N0w, I am using 0nly English for the prec0ndition *well, at least I can improve my English* But, Then they are asking me to do something which made my heart crying... *hiks hiks*

Should I release my Identity.. ?
If for j0ining the paid review progrmme I must lose my character as a moslem?

I shouldn't be allowed to use "assalamualykum" ,alhamdulillah ...?etc in My writing ?

Well, to someone out there U can't buy my soul and characters just For Dollars.

If I hve to j0in this pr0gramme just because I like writing review and these all just for helping my husbnd earning the money, for the sake of my Big family or at least for paying my internet bill.

I am sorry, I can't sell my character 4 Only d0lar. Well, this blog is not only for Dollar. It's ab0ut the character, it's about thE human RIGHT ,it's about how we express everything truthly. If u kn0w the meaning of my islamic word u will know that there is No hatred words etc.
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finally,
It's just Ok if they reject my blog. I just keep on writing based on my feeling.

Dear friends, my heart is crying ..

Not for loosing something.

But 4 Confusing reas0n they are making ....

thank you for reading..

read my poetry here

Poetry

Do you like writing a poetry ?maybe something made you happy? sad? or any heart feeling .

That's what I like doing,:) I like writing some words just for expressing what my heart feel.

I think it's good for the health rather than keep it in your heart.

Ok, keep on writing based on your feeling.

True Patience

It's not easy. Really, before u facing the real incidents which need ur patience.

It's not a patience when everything is under controlled by u. It's not a patience when everything is prepared well or going smoothly. It's not a patience when we can get everything easily.

The True patience is when we are in the condition of Effortless, Lackness, and Fear ,then we can perf0rme g0od patience during that time .

The true patience performances are when u had these below p0sitive acti0ns:

Effortless d0esn't mean u hv No Energy to get up. The Lackness doesn't border ur m0ve. The Fear w0n't stop u to take Acti0n.

Well, I can say that's a real patience c0nditi0ns and True patience performance sh0uld we do.

Have u been being patience?

A patience of Allah's servant to the Lord's rule?
A patience of teacher to student.
A patience of m0ther to their children.
A patience of wife to her husband
A patience of neighbors to their neighbor
A patience of customer service to the customer.
A patience of care taker to give the best the care taking.

When everything is going smoothly, so everything is just fine.

But if, when we face something out of our expectation?

The p0verty trigger people to do a crime for economic motivation?
A teacher deal with Undiscipline/lazy/impolite student?
Parents to their Rude children?
A wife with Disloyal husband?

A neighbor to their irritating neighbor?
A customer service to the very Fussy customer?
A caretaker to Childish/rebeller patient?

It's still ok when we can face it when we still in fit c0ndition. But, it will influence us when we feel tired, when we feel exhausted, when we face it all the time...

That's a real Patience c0nditi0n that we must c0nquer.

HOW?

Let's 1st clean our heart by saying... Astaghfirullah.. astaghfirullah..
We afraid if we have d0ne something unpleasant ALLAH.

Then, next Let's ask for the protection to ALLAH from the desperation feeling. Remember, ALLAH with patience people, so ALLAH Will never leave us. Allah watch what the best action we take for this trial. Keep on smiling.

U may Take a glass of water to make u calm. Get ablution, or at least splash some water to ur face. It will reduce ur exhausted and anger . The coolness of water will make ur feeling better accompanied by Thnkful words to ALLAH ,and this will inshaAllah make u more calmly. :)

Yeah, THANKFUL WORDS will balance all the hard time during facing ur patience.that's the KEY to be survive in that situation. "ALHAMDULILLAH for every c0ndition.."that's the pray that Prophet Mohammad teach us to do.

And one thing to b rmember that There Will Be A BIG REWARD for people who performing the TRUE PATIENCE in the true way.subhanallah...

Let's pray to ALLAH may ALLAH bless us with the true patience in the whole life.amen

Well, i think that's all for now. This p0st written by my inspiration according to my experience of incidents happened a few days ago. U can read in this blog or if u can't click it, just see the side bar of this blog and find other blogs of mine, "Qanaah Sholihah". The title there is "what happened with me?"

First words after months ....

Actually, it has been a long time, ...yeah.
This blog is made of my beloved sister in islam, she is sister ameera , but, at the first time I feel lazy to manage a blog. and a lil bit shame to write. But, i feel like to giving some contribution. What i am doing before having my own blog, i just give comment to every blogs.

Then, finally i try to launch my own blog. it was on my QanaahSholihah.

Heheh, sister amee, thanks for creating this such a nice blog design for me.

That'z all for now.